one way letters

This year wasn’t so great but at the same time it didn’t suck so much either. 2010 is still the most difficult year in my life and 2011 has been a lot better but I feel less satisfied this year as I achieved nothing significant. I had a goal and I failed to achieve it. Yes, 2011 brought me a lot closer but in the end it ain’t enough for me to feel some consolation. Another year has passed and I’m still stuck in the same place. This time next year, I can only hope that I would not be writing about failing to fulfill my goal again.

So while feeling unsatisfied, I’m still grateful for all the blessings I received, lessons learned, and people who care for me. I’ll start 2012 with my number 1 goal in mind and I plan to attain it by making the most of what was given to me. I’ll make each day count. 

Here’s to another goddamn new year!